Sunday, July 31, 2005
Today went tuition and I am confused over trigometry...and bought mo li hua's present after that...and yilin's bdae coming....woah,so mani ppl birthdae so close...then got some one rate my skin one....arghhh...forget it,tnl going to pick rubbish at some beach....and got tests from tues to thur!~Haiz....a.maths on tues,geo. on wed,e.hist on thur!!!!!
;;1:27 pmFriday, July 29, 2005
Today was a fun day....though the part b4 recess was quite boring....played badminton for pe,chemistry dun understand,english got so many RED marks...then during recess do class deco,not bad lah....liked the shiny wrapper....3e4 oso using balloons,REAL ones....then they got the paper crane thing and we got the same star thing,but we put up earlier,and they didn't copy us,according to them,I oso dun noe the truth....but I noe they got more helpful ppl to help with class deco....poor fanny,she didn't receive even one tiny part of the prize we won though she did like 90%+ of the work...and those who didn't do much except for handing in the articles(that the teacher said COMPULSORY) contributed to CONSUMING 90%+ of the food....I must say that some ppl can dun need to adapt to their new environment cos they treat it like it's has nv been different....
E.maths was fun,peaceful and relaxing for the first time...well,that's what I think....it was started well with azfar's wang wang song that he mastered...and in fluent chinese..LOL
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Bear with my writing for a while,ok?If not,leave pls or be prepared for a boring story....I'm going to break down very soon,and I mean break down,not cry but scream.....
Today was so GREAT...that made me go bonkers of my split personality...I hate to be referred to be part of something when I'm not really into that something,for example,if a lot of ppl nv do hw,but I am the exception...and when the teacher ask others why nv do,then I will hate the part where they say 'the class also nv do'...and yah,I'm am in fact talking about something that happened today...I hate being involved in something that I am not in for...well,this is what I think,so..every1 thinks differently...
The reason why I hate this is becos I think every1 shld be considerate...esp. when others are NOT considerate....AND also,I tolerate a lot of things in my life,soon,ppl think I just won't revolt or rebel or protest...when U see me really quiet,that's when I'm all screwed up and when I'm talkative,that's when I'm relaxed...haiz,all the crap about me and tml got e.maths test....
P.S:I want to live an interesting school life,but I think it's TOO INTERESTING,rather it be ordinary now..
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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Keep comparing myself with some1....and let's see my scoreboard comparing me and her...
Glamour-Lose
Fame-Lose
Art-Lose
Sports-Lose
Appearance-Lose
Singing-??
Academic-???
Still got wat huh,but also no USE,cos she win me EVERYTIME....I noe this is lame,but I'm too bored...
I thik it's rather obvious who SHE is...similar with me in ONE unique way,but otherwise totally different...
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Saturday, July 23, 2005
now,at home sianz..done phy online quiz...at first cannot do,then can liao...fanny is complaining about the answers..LOL..me too...then do two skins today...which were very slack,but got not bad ratings...went to buy a winnie da pooh with wings+heart for SOME1,and got 15% discount somemore!
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Friday, July 22, 2005
Today we had the road run route 'practice'...after giving pauline her bdae present...then during chem.,dun noe wat teacher toking about,just have to depend on myself...english was okay,not that boring and comes another confusing lesson of e.maths...today's sjab was fun with recreat and triage...many ppl got to rush to xinfony,but not me...cos i dun go for this kind of thing....NORMALLY...then tml got to wake a bit earlier shop for SOME1's gift...
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
Today was quite an exciting day...first,we were quite bored during chem....but the el teacher flared up like fire when something private was revealed about her...LOL...she was boiling and steaming but cooled down thanx to azfar...LOL...then some ppl dressed in wat ethnic costumes today...I didn't wear,saw some1 wear kimono...but I didn't wear cos no money buy SILK,real kimono....it's S$100+...also,hist was rather interesting for the teacher's talk keeps us awake,about hitler...yah,then got a.maths where every1's brains was exploding and there was a e.maths test,but 'utterly' say no test,postponed...we screamed in joy...though I was rather utterly disappointed...then during chinese wrote compo then eugene's big big disgusting secrets were revealed!Find out for Urself if U wanna know,dun want to be bad...then do class deco,and that perry(eve's daddy) keep asking me to offer some food to eve's supposedly mummmy...when I offer him some food...duh!
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
Created a new skin for myself...it's cool styled,rather than kawaii-style for my own blog...this pic is cool rite?LOL...haven't do hw yet...gald to see that ppl have been visiting my blog!~Hope more ppl can support my skins:P....that's all for today!I dun blog so much often now becos of doing skins...
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Why is it that she is resembling Kumo?Or is it that Kumo came after her?I'm confused with Kumo and another gal in reality...AND I think my opinion of Kumo is fading cos I'm not really sure kumo has what kind of personality...ppl might think that I'm jus trying to attract attention and make a big fuss...well,if I want every1 to know and make it a big matter,won't others think I'm crazy and avoid me,and b4 that, I would have already went around telling ppl ALL around me this?I'm jus not confident of myself....should I give out the name of YuN//KuMo?There are OTHERS with the name 'YUN' too,and ppl might jus think I'm TRYING to be this person and all the shit...I'm confused...I dun think I'm living my life now...but I do so,jus to hope that I will be able to do that. in future..I think the one album name that I really need to refer to my life is 'need your love'...I dun think any1 actually bothers about me unless I am about to kill them or I'm on the edge of death....nobody knows...
Well,this year national day song is real nice with rui en and taufik singing...created some anime skins today...and the japan class project presentation is TML!~Well,why the big fuss?That's becos if I can make it,spot the one holding the 'MIJ=Made In Japan' poster and that's me!^.^V
P.S:I'm depressed now,and I just try to being haru etowaru to remain happy for the time being,well...at least nobody has this weird name...for haru is actually meant for boys?Oops!
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
Today I finally done more general-themed skins such as 'life sux' and 'v.i.p'...hope ppl like it and can get 4 stars and above...so today was quite depressing for me again...went to harbourfront after tuition,then to people's park,then compass point...sorry to eve for calling U during Ur lessons for a trivia reason....noraini then veri lame today too...played a joke on me smsing...-_-...cause me to be so tensed up and surprised...luckily no hw,but got SETS test on mon,hope I can do well!And my electrical bill went up to almost $300...so cannot use so mcuh com....though I use weekly onli..haiz..
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Friday, July 08, 2005
For the past few days this week,I feel dejected....cos I compare myself with some1 who start out on the same point of time in this world as me....yet,we differ...GREATLY....we became the opposite of each other....I was feeling hopeless....but now,I am back to being me again...I understand that being yourself is still better....and for me,I can behave differently...LOL...I guess I can be similar to that person,well..that is when my other personality comes up....my present form is just a nerd,a goodie-goodie...but my other form,as I referred to as KuMo...is a complete ReBeL,sLacKer....and all the 'good' qualities that I have may seem to be acted out....but not anything that comes from the heart...I think this time in life is for sharing and spending time with your frens,rather than Ur 'soulmate' or 'stead'....cos there is another time for it when U become an adult...this way,U will not abandon your frens and regret not spending and missing such great times wif them!~I know I'm naggy,got lots to say....but I'm really grateful to those who read my blog....cos U care to know about my life or me,though it might disappoint U sumtimes by being boring...
Actually...if I had the courage,I would give hugs as forms of 'thank you' as I'm very grateful for everything...though I live like a girl in olden times....having to wash my own clothes,sewing(for fun!),do household chores,try to stand in my parents' shoes,dun argue back...but I try to make life easy for every1 esp. my family...I noe it's pretty hard being a parent...cos somewhere I read that having a child of your own is like writing a confession letter to your parents...don't say that I'm 'motherly' or 'wife-like'....pls,I hate that term,I'm just trying to be sensible,hoping I will not regret or walk the wrong way in life...hoping that I want my life to be wat I want it to be....dun blame me for saying so much,cos I haven't been online for one week....and a lot of things happen...with KuMo surfacing more recently cos of the dejectedness....
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
Haven't do hw yet...so busy creating skins...saw yvonne,yy's fren...same time post skin as me when I posting a frenship skin...o_O...then yesterday com very slow...now oso..enjoyed 60th anniversary yesterday...too tired to blog yesterday..and yeah,monday is a holiday...better read all my books fast and luckily I have finished lemony snicket...phew:3...class tests coming up...:(
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